When one is suffering from lack of sleep and slight dizzyness due to a headache (all caused by the clubbing and its aftermath yesterday), it is very hard to concentrate on something.
I have the feeling this screen is a dream. I feel like I do in my dreams.
...
What... wait, I got it!
When I'm asleep and dreaming, I feel the same way I do now, that it's real, but vague, I can feel all of my five senses but very faintly, like in dreams, I cannot explain, but it's nearly the same, nearly... except I'm actually not asleep.. which means..
Maybe, in my dreams, that wonderful dream I had, it will happen, or it has happened..
But that would require complex equations of time and 3 dimensional perception of the universe, and..
I think I'm simply in need of sleep, so I'll shut up and go read because I cannot, I cannot sleep.

I would also like to add that I have no intention of jumping from any vertically inclined surface of more than 5 meters high anytime soon.